oh my gosh, i feel like crying. after sending a very short message to my dad, i saw an insurance ad right after. it was the shadows of a dad dancing with a small girl. thought it was a doll. then the girl was changing--growing. until she was wearing a veil. the dad sits on his couch. a lady appeared, then releases a little girl who ran to the sitting dad. the dad, now a grandpa, opens his arms wide. talk about perfect timing. i wish i am able to express my love for my famliy. they're the only constant thing in my life. i love them no matter what the cost.

No...
Mood:  quizzical
Just say no. I remember this line from the reminder cartoon played when i was younger. No to strangers. No to free lollies from people you don't know. No to a lot of other things.

And this past few days, saying no became my forte. No to my cheating classmate. No to a date. No to sleeping. No to failing my test. No to pleasing everyone around me. No to being in a non-talking mode with my mom. A lot more actually..

But it scares me to think of how everything else will go about.. Makes me wonder if i did the right decisions..

i'm too at loss for words right now. be back.

SMALLVILLE 5th SEASON GALORE
Mood:  lucky
ARRIVAL

MORTAL

HIDDEN

THIRST
EXPOSED
AQUA
....
RECKONING

Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Yellow--Coldplay
----------- sigh.